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Sunday, April 28, 2013
so, hey. how's your day been going lately? i'm sorry for not posting anything for i don't know, i don't even know how many days has it been or weeks. anyway, i feel nothing. like completely empty. when i think back about them, my crushes, yaa them.. i don't get butterflies or goosebumps anymore. i just don't.
so one of them just texted me, and when i read it. there was nothing.. not a single butterfly tingling inside my gut. it's weird yknow. but i feel pretty good abt it. but then, i feel guilty because since i don't have any interest in them, i don't feel like talking to them. i'm sorry. i sound like i'm the bad guy here. but what can i do if that's how i role. but i don't want to hurt them. i mean, some of them are mean, but some of them are really nice. they don't deserve to get hurt just because i don't like them anymore. bukan sa perasan la okay. tapi one of them memang 'suka' but i can't really tell. he gave me such confusing signs -.- and one of them is not really a crush of mine but he likes me a lot since last year but i rejected him once. he didn't give up though. it's fun talking to him but then i lost my mood to text him back. i pretty much had lost my mood to text anyone back.
so, okay. i don't know what to write about anymore. i've been sighing lately but it's not because i'm in love. i don't know why. maybe it's true. maybe i am just tired of waiting and hoping.
so, hey. how's your day been going lately? i'm sorry for not posting anything for i don't know, i don't even know how many days has it been or weeks. anyway, i feel nothing. like completely empty. when i think back about them, my crushes, yaa them.. i don't get butterflies or goosebumps anymore. i just don't.
so one of them just texted me, and when i read it. there was nothing.. not a single butterfly tingling inside my gut. it's weird yknow. but i feel pretty good abt it. but then, i feel guilty because since i don't have any interest in them, i don't feel like talking to them. i'm sorry. i sound like i'm the bad guy here. but what can i do if that's how i role. but i don't want to hurt them. i mean, some of them are mean, but some of them are really nice. they don't deserve to get hurt just because i don't like them anymore. bukan sa perasan la okay. tapi one of them memang 'suka' but i can't really tell. he gave me such confusing signs -.- and one of them is not really a crush of mine but he likes me a lot since last year but i rejected him once. he didn't give up though. it's fun talking to him but then i lost my mood to text him back. i pretty much had lost my mood to text anyone back.
so, okay. i don't know what to write about anymore. i've been sighing lately but it's not because i'm in love. i don't know why. maybe it's true. maybe i am just tired of waiting and hoping.
Greetings and salutations my dear earthlings.
My name is Kimberly Nicola Jiun, class of CP2T11 from Labuan Matriculation College. As you can see, this is my webpage or blog. I was born in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah on the 16th of August in the year of 1996. So basically, I’m eighteen and legal for almost everything.
I'm a sucker for beautiful views like the mountains, the beach, sunsets, the meadows, you name it!
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